Hmm… I debated about writing while on “vacation”. But since I’ve done so much writing today, I felt it might be appropriate to update my blog.
I’m staying with family, in my city of birth. I’m here on brieviment, so not exactly a fun time. After the funeral, I might see some friends of the family. Nothing very exciting, but a rather busy time. Today is essentially the calm before the storm. No plans for visiting or sightseeing, as much as I would love to see people outside of my immediate family and friends of immediate family. Most young people are busy at work or finishing their studies for the year.
Today however, I have some time for writing. Or rather in any spare moment I find I’m either writing or reading about writing. I can’t stand idle time and it seems so appropriate to bury myself in work.
Still I love being here, unfortunate as the circumstances are. The city is dirty, grimmy and full of hazards that one doesn’t meet in a safe city like Toronto. But there is also energy and enthausism in strange places. Expectations of what is normal are radically different. And for some reason, for all the negativity and defeatism that I can feel, there is a vibrance, a feeling of confined growth.
Or maybe it is just me. Maybe it is just my romantic attachment to my place of birth. Maybe I’m just a port town boy, in love with a port city. Even if the port is no longer close to its former glory.