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We Are Away
Yesterday my fears of things going horribly wrong again were reenforced. Humanity today looks like a weathered statue, eroded by years of folly, insanity and evil. In half a century, this world will look very alien to what it seems today. Those who know what I speak of, know what to fear. Those that don’t,…
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Yet Another Morning
I’m awake and terrified. OK, not terrified as in senseless shaking. No rather I take a look at my various todo lists, and my non-empty inbox, and that brings terror in the form of urgency. I guess I should be used to that already. In the past I just ignored tasks, like one ignores imperfections. …
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Heel Dragging
Oh man… today is one of those days. Not because it is a Friday. Not because that this weekend too looks busy. No. I just can’t seem to wake up and come with anything cohesive today. And yet I have a staggering amount of work to get done today. So everything feels a bit forced. …
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Upgraded to Yellow Stripe
A quick little update, cause I want to concentrate on my personal work today before the workday begins. Finally caught up on my immediate projects, and I can concentrate a bit more on my personal and professional development. Also I’ll crank out a good deal of writing and code in the next few days hopefully. …
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Regret and Rejoice
Lets play a little game that I know call “Regret and Rejoice”. I regret not posting an update yesterday to my blog. I rejoice that this morning my mind thought cloudy and numb, is alert enough to come up with a post. I regret staying up so late, cause my mind is foggy now. Yet…
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Trekking through a Paintballed Wasteland
Wow, this weekend was a busy one. This week it looks like I have to start on those long term goals and not just talk about them. So I’ll keep the next couple of posts relatively short. Friday What better way to end the workweek and begin the weekend, but with friends. I went out…
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A Hacking Day
I look outside at the gloomy rain clouds. Strains of ambient forlorn music echoes in my ears. On one side of the laptop rests my mouse and smartphone. On the other, an empty coffee mug. And such the scene is set. I type these words. Today tingles with anticipation. The anticipation of work done, task…
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Weekends in Toronto, Weekdays on the Run
The sun is way up in the sky, already changed its colour four times (red, orange, yellow and now whitish yellow thanks to atmospheric effects on the light of a Class G star). I on the other hand, woke up, scrambled to get ready, drank a coffee and am trying to catch up. My life…
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Running Along the Mirror’s Edge
I apologize for not posting anything yesterday. For once I could not write anything useful, incitiful or positive. So I decided not to write. Or rather my inaction made it so I didn’t. Today is different. Emotions now ran their course. Tranquility. This morning I decided to try something different. I bought a copy of…
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Your Shipment of Fail Has Arrived
Today I am producing and delivery shipments of fail. Late, missing meetings, missing the point, having to reschedule due to my perception of time (or the lack of more accurately) et cetera. I have exceeded my expectations of how absent minded one can be. So apologies to everyone. Today is not going according to any…